Here We Go Again
Trying the blog thing again >.< I sorta suck at it because I hate having to log in and all that (yeah yeah I am lazy..). We found some promising blogging packages in Linux so I am gonna give them a go.
More than anything today I am puzzled by my friends. At least I thought they were my friends. It seems like lately I keep getting shoved into the role of "I’ll talk to you when and if I need you…otherwise forget it" This isn’t counting my forum friends…it’s mostly real life friends and online friends from a few years back.
Part of the fault may be mine, I dropped off the planet when Russ’s mom got diagnosed with cancer. BUT I don’t consider it fair that the only way I hear from them is if I initiate contact. I am reaching the point where I am going to assume if I don’t hear from someone on their own prerogative at least some of the time that they have no interest in being friends anymore. I am just tired of this.
The only exception is Abigail. She and I may go months w/o touching base but when we do it is like nothing has changed. I know she is busy and she is like me and thinks about contacting someone at times where it isn’t an option. Plus we do have plans to go see Prince Caspian next month.