Miscellania

Nothing like a full day focusing on the thing that most makes you feel like a failure as a woman. The only difference this year is I didn’t get guilt tripped in an attempt to make me go to church. Only because Nanny felt too bad to go today.

I refuse to go to church on Mother’s Day. It is so painful to sit there watching all the mothers go forward and get recognized and get their flowers. What about those of us who have tried and just endured loss after loss? Not there would be any winning with me. If I went to church and they acknowledged those of us who are trying to become moms and not succeeding I would be too upset to stand up be acknowledged. Either way it’s like standing up and saying “Hey look at me I fail at the one thing I want most out of life.”

Not a single person said Happy Mother’s Day to me, I guess it’s because to most Angel babies don’t count.

For once I think I am thinking “Is it Monday yet?”

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