Miscellania

I am so tired. I would give anything for a full night’s sleep where I didn’t wake up every hour. And maybe that is clouding everything else, but I think it’s pretty bad when the idea of coming to work makes you wanna burst into tears. I am hurting. I don’t know how to explain it other than it feels like someone is trying to over-inflate a weighted ball in my bladder. It hurts to sit or stand. I don’t feel like cooking dinner. I am fed up with my  brother-in-law and my grandmother’s sister-in-law and my boss and I guess life right now.